This was one strange day...
So, I hit my target 500 hours today at work, so I'm eligible to take the licensing test now. I could hop into it ASAP, but right now my confidence is not best. I asked if there was some extra material I could study so I could clear it in one go without having some kind of panic episode when I do take it...but the top man at the pharmacy didn't know off the top of his head, and rightfully so because he hasn't had anyone in that position for a while (it's been a couple of years).
This was fine by me, but then...I'm not sure I can explain it. It's like I could feel pressure building in my head. I definitely wasn't myself from a speed standpoint; yet I slept perfectly fine last night. The best guess I have is that it's another of my infamous inner conflicts: Really, just passing the licensing test will be fine. But there's still a part of me that wants the whole kit-and-kaboodle...even though I know at this point that trying to complete full certification is probably asking too much without some kind of overlap with the fall semester, or maybe a longer delay than that.
This apparently gave me a lot of stress, and when it comes to dealing with it on the fly...I know nothing. I'm only experimenting with options at home at the moment because that's all I'm comfortable with.
It just seems to keep getting more complicated.
So, I hit my target 500 hours today at work, so I'm eligible to take the licensing test now. I could hop into it ASAP, but right now my confidence is not best. I asked if there was some extra material I could study so I could clear it in one go without having some kind of panic episode when I do take it...but the top man at the pharmacy didn't know off the top of his head, and rightfully so because he hasn't had anyone in that position for a while (it's been a couple of years).
This was fine by me, but then...I'm not sure I can explain it. It's like I could feel pressure building in my head. I definitely wasn't myself from a speed standpoint; yet I slept perfectly fine last night. The best guess I have is that it's another of my infamous inner conflicts: Really, just passing the licensing test will be fine. But there's still a part of me that wants the whole kit-and-kaboodle...even though I know at this point that trying to complete full certification is probably asking too much without some kind of overlap with the fall semester, or maybe a longer delay than that.
This apparently gave me a lot of stress, and when it comes to dealing with it on the fly...I know nothing. I'm only experimenting with options at home at the moment because that's all I'm comfortable with.
It just seems to keep getting more complicated.
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