I seem to be getting weaker as the summer goes on.  No issues with Tetris games for two days.  Now it's like I can't touch it.  Evidently, there is a lot of nervous energy running amok.
I finally got weak and put up a post on the depression board (same for the stress management board but I didn't work that one nearly as well) to try to get to the bottom of this.  Either I find a way to come to terms with it, channel the energy (maybe I have to do that?  But I don't really know how....), or be a heaping wreck.  The last of the three doesn't sound like a good option to me.
The words "give up" aren't in my vocabulary...but I can feel what little I have for defenses start taking more pronounced hits.  This feels like trouble brewing.