Tomorrow my legal ethics class wraps up.  Compared with the last five weeks it should be a walk in the park.  Or maybe it won't be, considering that I'm still waking up in the middle of the night.
I'm feeling the effects, too...yesterday I was on complete autopilot, and I could definitely sense that I was not all there.  I don't think I've been on all cylinders for a while...I've only slept through the night without incident maybe twice in the last three weeks or so, because I just feel so wired up by...stuff.
It feels like I'm in a corner...again.  The only place I really feel comfortable trying to talk anything out is here (immediate family has proven to be clueless and untrustworthy despite multiple attempts, and I have basically given up on them).  But that also means, even with my private journal going, that I don't have enough outlets, at least at the moment.
My last pop was triggered in part because I haven't been sleeping well, so now I worry: Since that's still going on, is it just a matter of time before I pop again?  And will be worse than last time if I do?