Gained a bit back, but still keeping up...I had hurt my back and couldn\'t exercise, but now I can do yoga. Depression is much better...now if i could just find a job
Just looked at the journal...it has been too long since I wrote anything. I am still trying to eat healthy and lose a bit of weight, but the big challenge now is dealing with the depression. I have been coming back and joining discussions on the website and that is helping. I need to make a resolution to write at least once a week in this journal. Right now, I am grieving a family loss ...my cousin, a year younger than myself. My sadness seems to be for my aunt mostly, but also for the waste of life Scott had...in trouble since teen years, drugs , a health issue. I am feeling very angry right now with our grandmother who constantly told him and his twin that they \"would end up in reform school.\" His twin is a lifetime guest of the State of Washington. While I am not excusing them from their choices, and the consequences were deserved for Chris, what our grandmother did was cruel and fulfilled itself. Of course, she is no longer with us, so I just need to vent my anger in this journal.
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Gained a bit back, but still keeping up...I had hurt my back and couldn\'t exercise, but now I can do yoga. Depression is much better...now if i could just find a job
Just looked at the journal...it has been too long since I wrote anything. I am still trying to eat healthy and lose a bit of weight, but the big challenge now is dealing with the depression. I have been coming back and joining discussions on the website and that is helping. I need to make a resolution to write at least once a week in this journal. Right now, I am grieving a family loss ...my cousin, a year younger than myself. My sadness seems to be for my aunt mostly, but also for the waste of life Scott had...in trouble since teen years, drugs , a health issue. I am feeling very angry right now with our grandmother who constantly told him and his twin that they \"would end up in reform school.\" His twin is a lifetime guest of the State of Washington. While I am not excusing them from their choices, and the consequences were deserved for Chris, what our grandmother did was cruel and fulfilled itself. Of course, she is no longer with us, so I just need to vent my anger in this journal.