I am trying to smile.  I keep thinking once the whole thing is over (the divorce) I'll feel better and get some relief. My future ex husband doesn't want this divorce. He almost ruined me financially. He is a dreamer and HUGE risk taker and became inappropriate across the board. It was making me crazy for the last 5 years. I feel a little better since he moved out in September. BUT GEEZ what a nightmare!

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Smile is good. Even if only for a moment. Breakups & divorce are never easy. I am so with here, it\'s nightmare when awake and even when we\'re asleep. You would think that when we get married it would be for life, we can only hope for the best. What can we do but to just plow through it and keep the hope alive somehow. Take care and I\'m here if you want to talk.