I am feeling ok today.I no longer want to leave this world.Once again I have met a man who asked me for money.I am tired of this.I have decided I don't need a man and I am happier without one.My moods are better when it is just me.My daughter is another matter.I still don't know why she has cut me out of her life and I would love to see my daughter and granddaughter.My heart is broken that I can't see them.But I'm no longer feeling suicidal.We all know how quickly that can change but I am hopeful that I will be fine.Thanks to all my friends here on dailystrengthfor being here for me.