It has really been awhile since I have been here.Things have not been going well for me.My daughter is going to have my first grandbaby in 4 weeks but my daughter wants nothing to do with me.Why that is I don't know.I miss my baby and I want my daughter back in my life again.I have tried reaching out to her but she won't respond to me.This is killing me inside and I don't know what to do.