Tomorrow is my doctor's appointment.I wish I didn't have to go.I'm worried.It might be nothing but until I know for sure I'm worried.My sister wants me to go to her house for thanksgiving but I don't know if I will.I hate going there.It's always so stressful.I've just had a bad day all around today.I've got too much on my mind.I hate this time of year.The holidays haven't been the same since  my dad passed away 2 years ago.I never hear from my sister unless she's bored and then she'll talk to me.We never did get along too well.She has always been jealous of me because my mom spends more time with me than with her.I've always been close to my mom and she knows how sick I am and my sister can't seem to except that.But that is her problem.Oh well.