I had a doctor's appointment this morning with my primary care doctor and it didn't go very well.I have to see a specialist because of having numbness tingling and pain all through my right hand and halfway up my right arm.I pretty much know without them telling me what is going on and I have a strong feeling that i will be going to the operating room yet again to have surgery on my hand.That's a lovely thought.I am right handed so needless to say I do everything with my right hand so the recovery might make things hard on me as far as the things I do everyday.it seems lately that each time I go to the doctor they find something else wrong.I try not to let it get to me and I am trying to think as positively as I can.The thought of going to the operating room again is not something I look forward to.