I'm not happy this morning.I think it's over between my boyfriend and me.I don't know why I'm surprised.It's hard to be bipolar and keep someone in your life.I would give anything to have a normal life but I don't think that is possible.I'm starting to think something is wrong with me besides being bipolar.All I would like is to have someone to share my life with but I am starting to think it's not going to happen for me.I wonder what is wrong with me sometimes.I don't feel very good about myself this morning.Oh well,I guess Id better get myself together.I have to take my daughter shopping for school clothes today.