I am just sad today.I wa ok until I turned on my cell phone and got that nasty text from my ex husband.I am trying to tell myself that he is the one with the problem and not me but it hasn't worked.He wants sex from me and I no longer want to be with him for so many reasons.That's why I divorced him.The sex was awful when we were married.He doesn't love me and never has I don't think.In my opinion you don't call someone you say you love a whore because you refuse to sleep with him .I was accused of cheating on him while we were married which I never did.He is the one with the porn addiction.I no longer like him and I certainly will never feel the same toward him as I did before.Not after he said all the awful things he said to me yesterday.I don't trust him and never will again.He made be feel so bad and dirty even though I have no reason to feel that way.I want nothing more to do with that man ever.