I tried to call my boyfriend a few minutes ago but I got a nasty message from him.I don't want to repeat it right now because it hurts too muchIt breaks my heart and I'm so sad right now.I am wondering if he really loves me as much as he says he does.I'm trying to tell myself that maybe he didn't realise it was me calling but I'm not convincing myself of that.I'm just hurting right now and my self esteem isn't all that strong right now.I keep wondering what is wrong with me.I can't seem to keep anyone interested in me for long.