I met someone I really started to like but then he asked me if I would have his baby.That scares me away.My kids are almost grown but the main reason I don't want to get pregnant again is the medications I'm on.I don't want to put my child at risk for any type of birth defects brought on from my meds.If that sounds selfish,I'm sorry but I can't do that to a child and I'm not willing to risk losing my stability if I go off my meds.I feel like I made the right choice.I don't mean to sound selfish but this is the way that I feel.