Today is my birthday and it should be a happy day.For the most part it is but there is a part of me that is very sad.8 years ago I lost a baby.I didn't get a chance to know th sex of the baby but it was my child all the same.If the baby would have lived it would have been 8 years old today.I can't help but be  little down today.Any mother who has ever lost a chld knows what it's like.I feel like a piece of my heart is missing.I know my child is with the Lord now but I mis my baby.I always will.