I'm actually feeling pretty mad.That's cleaning it up.I'm seeing red.Someone I cared about really doesn't care about me at all.I should be used to that by now.I guess the guy never had a woman to tell him to kiss her ass before but I did and thn he stupidly asked me why I talked like that.Nobody plays me and gets away with it without being told.My self confidence is really low right now.I am also so mad.I'm mad at him and I'm mad at myself.I never told him I was bipolar but he got to see a little of my temper today.