I have had a horrible month and it just keeps getting worse.The motor in my car went out today and I have to replace it.My dogs were missing for awhile and a bunch of other things have happened to me.I had a huge breakdown this afternoon.It didn't put me in the hospital but I feel so bad and so wothless because I feel like I can't take care of myself.I have no money to fix my car right now and it's just been so hard.I've had so many changes happen to me in such a short amount of time and I think it just hit me.I feel all alone sometimes.
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HUGS and hang in there.. It has to get better, right??
I completely understand how you feel. If you need to talk let me know. I\'m always here for you.
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Awww, honey, I know how you feel. Some days, weeks, months, I feel the same way. Life just keeps moving and sometimes it can be so overwhelming to deal with. You have had alot of changes in your life lately and that makes you even more vulnerable. Please try to stay calm and breath. Sort out your options. You found your dogs which is wonderful, that stress is over, let that go. Now deal with your car. It is a huge frustration but try to think of your options. Is the car worth what it will cost to replace the engine? If so, check around and see where you can get it done the cheapest and if they will let you pay for it in payments. Or, if it isnt worth it, check the paper for cars for sale. Some people allow you to make payments to them. Or, check car lots. Do you have a friend or family member that can help you with that? Someone you can spend a little time with just to let go of the stress? I know you dont want to rely on you x and you shouldnt if you dont have to. It just gives him leverage. You have the weekend to work on it. Dont let it become you. It is just one thing you have to deal with in life and you will get through it, you will succeed and feel even better once you do. I know it is stressful but try to see it as one more thing you can learn and do on your own without your x. One more thing that will make you stronger. I am here if you need to talk. Please dont hesitate to message me. Luv and hugs