Thursday, February 28, 2008

It's been almost 1 full week since I've moved into my new apartment.I can't believe the difference it has made in how I feel.All the stress I was under sees to have gone away and I am much calmer and happier.I am slowly getting things unpacked and put where I want them.I'm taking it slowly because I don't want to overdo it.My STBX seems to be having trouble with the fact that our marriage is over and that I am moving on with my life.He thought we could just get together and have sex.Sex to me means nothing unless you love the person you're intimate with.I know he doesn't love or care about me.I've known it for awhile now.I'm not in love with him anymore either.His internet porn addiction has killed any love I ever had for him.I certainly don't trust him anymore and when that is gone then there's nothing left.I would like to find someone who really loves me but that is going to take time.I am not rushing into another relationship any time soon.I am taking some time just for me and my daughter.I am happy with the way things are right now.I know I've made the right choice for me and I'm happy.That feels so good.