I am trying to concentrate on something postive for a change.I have been picking out new things for my new home.I am going to start fresh.I like picking out furniture and decorating.I want to make things nice for myself and my daughter.That is making me happy right now.Today I am feeling ok.I am looking a little bit ahead to the future when all this madness will be behind me.I want to thank all of my friends here on DS for all of your support andkindness.It has meant so much.I have so many friends here that it is almost impossible to hug every one of you so I am sending each one of you a hug through this journal entry.Thank you.