I honestly was going to make one last attempt to make my marriage work but today I found porn once  again hidden in the diningromm that he promised to get rid of.My husband has also been saying things behind my back to my daughter instead of saying them to me.Luckily the apartment I want is still available so I am going to move and this time there will be no other chance.He told my daughter that it would be better if I left so that is what I am going to do.The things he said don't hurt my feelings.I think I deserve a lot better.I am a good and decent woman and I want someone who loves me for who I am.I am looking for someone next time around who loves me for who I am.Although I am going to take my time and heal from this breakup,I'm not opposed to the idea of meeting someone very special.I feel good about going through with the divorce.I know in my heart that this iis the right thing for me to do.Maybe I should get together with someone who is bipolar next time.I don't know.Thank God for my friends here at DS.