Today lokks a little brighter.I have come to a decision and I didn't make it lightly.My husband was once again looking at his porn last night.We had a talk and he chose his porn over me and our marriage so my choice is to go.It's strange.I never thought I would find myself in this kind of situation and I don't wish this on anyone.Now that I've made my choice a little bit of the weight has been taken off of my shoulders and now I see a light at the end of the tunnel.I am sorry things have come to this.I don't blame myself for his addiction.Up until this started taking over his life we had a good marriage.My husband himself isn't sure how this happened to him but he isn't ready to get help.He admiited it but I already knew.Now that my choice has been made I feel a little better.I can look to the future and put this behind me.I will continue to pray that my husband will get the help he needs.