Today I have made up my mind to rise above the madness that my illness brings.Today I am going to think good thoughts and not dwell too much on the negitive side of it.There are days when I feel so bad that I don't want to get out of bed but still I keep going.I have an inner strength thatgets me through the hard times even when I want to give up.I may have a lot of ups and downs but I have great friends and family who are there for me.I get so tired of being sick and say I am tired of being sick and don't want to be sick anymore but God never gives us more than we can handle.I have so much to be thankful fot.There is alway a light at the end of the tunnel.It's always there.We just have to be strong.