I had another therapy appointment today.My symtoms are getting worse.As soon as they get my booldwork results from my other doctor then theyare going to switch one od my meds and then add something else.I relly hope this helps becasue I have had some horrible days lately.Being bipolar sucks.I am sure you all know that all too well.I feel like I am in hell.I really hate being this way and not being able to do anythig about it.I was scared that I was going to get put into the hospital today.I don't want to go there if I can avoid it.I have a very good team of doctors and a wonderful therapist and they are doing everything they can to keep me out of the hospital.I don't like the thought of having to get used to yet another med but I guess I have no choice any more.