While life has resumed as normal here, Geo's dad doesn't see it. He didn't buy me a movie ticket to go with them.. If I had gone Geo would have to have paid for me. He didn't mind, but I had a really bad night. When it was time to get ready I fell back to sleep and told Geo to go without me. I'm glad, because when the movie was over they went clothes shopping, out to dinner and now Geo is still playing with his brother at Geo's dad's house. It's 9:30 pm, and he left at 9 am. That would be waay too much for me. I would be grumpy and just want to go home, so I'm glad I didn't go. As for leaving Geo, it was a shock to him. He had no idea. I was just so brainwashed. So I know his dad doesn't like me because I hurt Geo. tomorrow we don't have plans but I want to go to the local coastline (rocks, not like a beach) and throw roses in the water. I have a holder for roses that I have dried from important events (funerals, dances, etc) and I have kept them for years. I'm ready to let them go, and I want them to go into the ocean because that's where my dad's ashes were scattered (but the Pacific, not the Atlantic). We went there earlier this week to take pictures and I like the spot. I think it's a nice place to scatter the roses
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love the roses idea. any reason to go to the ocean is a good one.
i actually think there is an abusive streak to geo because of him trying to make you spiral. its dangerous. does his father know that geo does this?
Geo\'s dad knows almost nothing about my relationship with Geo. His dad is tense with me now, and stubborn. I think it\'s going to be a long time before his dad forgives me.
maybe you should tell his father the truth about what geo does?
love the roses idea, how good to let it goo and see them floating on the ocean. what would geo do if you were gone all that ime, would he be happy or angry with you? his dad sounds like a not very nice person and has a nasty streak, he should not be passing judgement, it is done and over with for quite some time now. I am sure geos dad knows nothing, geo wouldn\'t tell him, that is unfair to you, what happens between the 2 of you hasn\'t been an easy road and you have fought hard to stay. remember it is a 2 way street. hope today goes okay, many hugss
Sounds like his father is not the nicest of people..but I take it that he doesn\'t live near by? Is he very much into your lives? If not, there\'s not much to worry, because what people choose to believe is their own problem, not yours. You continue to live your life with Geo, and when family occasions come to hand, you just handle them, and then let it go. Your daily life is what matters, and any more negativity in your life from other people is not welcome in yours.