Feeling Better

Today I went to the gym with my gym buddy, Lisa. She parked at my apartment, we walked the mile plus to the gym and then worked out at the gym. It was sprinkling when we left, but we decided to walk home and hope the weather cooperated. It did. Just getting out of the house felt good. I woke up this morning feeling much better about the whole Heather situation. I have some doctor's appointment on the 21st and if she's here before then I'm going to just stay until my appointment and then go to my mom's. I don't know what Geo's deal is, though.... he doesn't want me talking to her until she gets here. I would be set so much at ease if I knew her better. He probably thinks that I'm just going to be spouting drama. I don't know... one of those mysteries of Geo. I do love him, and trust him with Heather. I know they aren't going to do anything. He's known her for 6 years and she's like a sister to him. If he was going to leave me for her, he would have done it a long time ago and left me with all my issues. So I know he loves me. It's just that she would be getting all the attention which would set off my Borderline and I would cause drama. So I'm going to my mom's so I can't make drama. it just seems like the safest bet for me.