Feeling Good

Today I'm feeling good. Geo's legs aren't as swollen and red.. he does have patches of red that still hurt, but not as bad. My mom is tired.. she has to pack and move by next weekend. I wish I could go up there and see her, but I don't have the money. I have some money, just not enough for the $100 ticket to get there. I need to get new workout clothes because mine are falling apart. I think after the 3rd I'm going to Target and get a whole new workout outfit. I don't have the right kind of shirt, and my pants have holes in them. I also want to get my FitBit, so I have to watch the fast food. My weight is down for today, to 230.4 pounds. I don't know how.. I went over my calories yesterday. Oh well... I'm going to just be happy about it. We will see what the scale says tomorrow. i weigh myself twice just to make sure. I hope I can get into the 220's tomorrow. I haven't gone over my calories yet.. I just have to make it through the night without eating any more. I'm addicted to cinnamon raisin bagels. I had 2 of them today. I'm so used to wheat bagels that cinnamon raisin seems so exotic. but the don't leave me feeling full. If nothing, I get hungrier when I eat them. Today I had a bagel and 2 eggs for breakfast. I guess that's okay, but I would prefer to have gotten full from just the bagel. Oh well... I needed the protein from the eggs anyway. Now I know.. I'm going to try and volunteer tomorrow so I need to be full. I've been waking up between noon and 1, so I have plenty of time to get ready for work. I just don't know how long I can stand it. It's hard for me, being on my feet all day. I have to also ask my boss about going in on the weekends if I feel like it. I went in last Saturday and it got people confused. The nurses said it was okay, but I didn't tell my boss like I should have. Oh well. Nothing I can do about it now besides ask my boss for permission for next weekend.