Thanks Everyone for Your PRAYERS!! Been feeling kind of weird lately. I guess Mother's Day is coming. The Prayres worked, of course, the fires are headed on down South into the Swamp, burned 100,000 acres.
Anyway, been feeling kind of weird.... Can't sleep again, I dream all kinds of scary,crazy things, my husband says I jerk and make noises all night because I keep him up. Tried several meds and am so tired of them. My daughter had a first date last night with a great guy, since her seperation from Jared's (7 months old now) Dad. He never comes around, and I really liked him, and am just getting over that devastation, My whole family agrees, we never would have thought he would have just simply walked away......never to come back again. We do have Child Support Recovery on him.....I must say, they don't play. They are going to suspend his driver's license to get him to come in and agree to pay something, and if that doesn't work, they will issue a warrant, lock him up, and it has to be PAID IN FULL, before he's released. OUCH!
I think my daughter is still so shell shocked, she didn't even really enjoy the night out for all of her worries at home. She was home 45 mins. early, my mouth dropped and said "what's wrong".......LOL she laughed and said nothing, I just wanted to see my baby!!!!!How Sweet is that!!!!!!!
I have a court date coming up next week about Brent's accident Yeah right after Mom's Day! We are suing CSX, can't get into it right now but bet your sweet @&& I will when it is over......I guess I know I have to relive that day again. This will be the first time since my Breakdown. I have been to several depositions and meetings before the breakdown, but this is the first in front of the Federal Judge since my breakdown. I'm not scared, just hurts so so bad. And I don't want my family to see me relive this again, but I will for the sake of My Son!!!!!!! My husband says he already see's me doing the starring thing and tearing up. Oh Well, I love my Baby, some mothers don't this day and time, but this one was very much wanted and loved....... I picked up his picture to dust it off this morning, his 8th grade and last school picture, and I say this with tears in my eyes, I remember the day he brought them home, he said " moma are those good?" I said yes as I knodded my head yes too, but I was in a deep thought, something about work as usual, and I could tell he wanted me to gloat a little more than just a "yes", And I MEANT to go back and do that but I never did, and it is little things like that, that hurt us Moms the most........we could have should have would have, but we didn't. Who would have ever known that would be his "last" school picture. "Live Everyday Like There Is No Tomorrow!!!!!!!"
God Bless Each And EveryOne
Of My Friends Here At DS!!
Anyway, been feeling kind of weird.... Can't sleep again, I dream all kinds of scary,crazy things, my husband says I jerk and make noises all night because I keep him up. Tried several meds and am so tired of them. My daughter had a first date last night with a great guy, since her seperation from Jared's (7 months old now) Dad. He never comes around, and I really liked him, and am just getting over that devastation, My whole family agrees, we never would have thought he would have just simply walked away......never to come back again. We do have Child Support Recovery on him.....I must say, they don't play. They are going to suspend his driver's license to get him to come in and agree to pay something, and if that doesn't work, they will issue a warrant, lock him up, and it has to be PAID IN FULL, before he's released. OUCH!
I think my daughter is still so shell shocked, she didn't even really enjoy the night out for all of her worries at home. She was home 45 mins. early, my mouth dropped and said "what's wrong".......LOL she laughed and said nothing, I just wanted to see my baby!!!!!How Sweet is that!!!!!!!
I have a court date coming up next week about Brent's accident Yeah right after Mom's Day! We are suing CSX, can't get into it right now but bet your sweet @&& I will when it is over......I guess I know I have to relive that day again. This will be the first time since my Breakdown. I have been to several depositions and meetings before the breakdown, but this is the first in front of the Federal Judge since my breakdown. I'm not scared, just hurts so so bad. And I don't want my family to see me relive this again, but I will for the sake of My Son!!!!!!! My husband says he already see's me doing the starring thing and tearing up. Oh Well, I love my Baby, some mothers don't this day and time, but this one was very much wanted and loved....... I picked up his picture to dust it off this morning, his 8th grade and last school picture, and I say this with tears in my eyes, I remember the day he brought them home, he said " moma are those good?" I said yes as I knodded my head yes too, but I was in a deep thought, something about work as usual, and I could tell he wanted me to gloat a little more than just a "yes", And I MEANT to go back and do that but I never did, and it is little things like that, that hurt us Moms the most........we could have should have would have, but we didn't. Who would have ever known that would be his "last" school picture. "Live Everyday Like There Is No Tomorrow!!!!!!!"
God Bless Each And EveryOne
Of My Friends Here At DS!!
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You are farther along in the process (suit) that I am--just beginning to look over the information...I may need to talk to you later and ask some advice myself....via private message..later, though. I am concerned about you...will you be able to do this? I know you want to, but do you think that it will be OK?
Ann
I pray for you in court. I pray for God to give you strength to get through it. It IS for Brent. I may not be online on Mother\'s Day, but I will try to be. I am going to visit my mother who is in her eighties. May be there all day. God Bless.