Hey Everybody!!! the little boy is okay... He had a seizure. I really had a bad couple of days with it, but the earth kept spinning and other things kept coming!! I sure miss Brent, it has been 2 years 4 months since I heard his voice, smelled his clothes, felt his hug, asked where he was going. He would be driving now, scary since I've already lived every parents nightmare.... and I'm sure I have more to come, seems to be the moral to this world, Personally I am ready for the next world.... Also had a friend that unexpectedly lost her husband last week 2 small kids. I see the "nuttiness" everyone else sees when they try to talk to me. I miss half the conversation or didn't hear it right, Bless her heart, I wish I could take her pain, you know how you can just look at someone and tell they are hurting? Most of us HUH? Well everyone try to have a good day, got to go do bills. Talk to everyone later!!!
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I am sorry to hear that the firsts never cease, I never gave it a thought, I just assumed that the firsts meant the first year, thanks for the insight that the future still holds alot of firsts...I will prepare myself for them. Glad the little guy is ok, and sorry about your friends husband, give her a hug for me. Thinking of you, ((((((HUGS)))))) Kat
I\'m so glad that the little boy is ok, you were a real blessing to them. See, God uses us because we have endured what we have. i\'m sorry that he used you in such a scary way but I am glad that you were there to help. With your friend, the biggest help is that you undrstand when so many others can\'t. Take care.
I hope people don\'t see nuttiness in me; I think I was a bit of a nut before John passes. LOL. But it is hard not to concentrate on anything other than the grief and fear. I do know that some people stay away from me in fear that they might say something to upset me. My mom was in the emergency room one month to the day that John was. I went to use the rest room and passed the family room. It was obvious that the family camped in there received bad news. A 14 year old girl was in a car accident and lost her life. The grief that came from that room was almost like a wall. I wanted to run into the room and hug these strangers. I felt I would be intruding and ran into the bathroom to cry and pray for God\'s help for them. I haven\'t had the pleasure of meeting you at that time, but I can understand if you felt a little nutty after your loss. My hug goes out to you today and I can\'t express how happy to hear that the little boy is okay. You played an important part in that!
My sons friend lost his brother to a drug overdose a couple of days ago.
He was unable to come to the service, but his mother did. Daren spent a lot of time over there. Although, I do not know her very well, Wrote a card and will go to the service--I remember her kind words to me at Daren\'s--she is going through a hurtles--he died in British Columbia...so since he was out of the country, there are procedures that have to be done...I am so sorry for her...I hate that anyone has to go through this pain.