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I feel so sad this afternoon. Feel like crawling into a ball and crying. My husband has been staying at home watching me and I'm tired of him being around, its kinda aggravating that someone is here nonstop, but reassuring at the same time that I do have someone?

He's suppose to go back to work next week so I feel some relief cause my short term disability won't come ini for a while. Called the therapist, the doctor's office she referred me to that was next door was closed today and no luck seeing the other doc any earlier.

I'm suppose to go to work on the 12th but I just don't see that happening right now...i will have to get on some new meds and i end up having bad side effects and my job requires lots of problem solving and being on top of things and I feel like a huge mess right now. We'll see how things go.