OOPs....

Well, today is not such a good day.  I slipped up, and after 81 days of no purging, I did.  It's like I can't fully stop.  That was the longest I've gone without purging in years, and I just screwed it all up.  I think I would have been okay if only he didn't text me.  Every time I get to the point where I'm about to let myself forget about him, he texts me.  He's the only one since I've been in Virginia who really got to me.  He really got under my skin.... and now.. I just don't know what to do.  I just wish he would have seen how much I really liked him.  But he was always reminding me ... that we were just "friends".  "Friends", that's what he called it, but he always acted like it was more.  He'd say we were friends who happened to be having sex, but he always treated me like a girlfriend.  I wanted so badly for him to admit that he wanted more too, but he never did.  He just stopped talking to me...stopped coming to see me.  And it hurt.  Now out of the blue he texts me last night asking how I've been and saying we should hang out...I don't know what to do.