Sometimes I woder, does anyone really, truly know what they want? It seems to me that we never do. Once we decide we want something, something new comes along and confuses us. I just wish it were easier to exist. I hate how hard it has become to simply be alive not knowing. It's like I don't know anymore. I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to do. I simply don't know. There is just so much happening, and I don't know how to handle it. I just wish that for once, just one easy thing could come along. Just one thing that I could be like, yes I know what to do here.