Sometimes I woder, does anyone really, truly know what they want?  It seems to me that we never do.  Once we decide we want something, something new comes along and confuses us.  I just wish it were easier to exist.  I hate how hard it has become to simply be alive not knowing.  It's like I don't know anymore.  I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to do.  I simply don't know.  There is just so much happening, and I don't know how to handle it.  I just wish that for once, just one easy thing could come along.  Just one thing that I could be like, yes I know what to do here.