So, I haven't actually purged the past couple days, but that's because I haven't been eating.  I just.. lost any desire to eat lately.  I've been getting so dizzy, and so hungry, but I just don't want to actually eat food. 
However, something good has happened.. I gained a friend.  He's not like other guys, he was actually nice to me.. Plus, we went out somewhere and just hung out.  Not like all the other guys that just bring me somewhere to have sex.   This could potentially be good.  Hopefully, that is.