Today I don't feel as bad, probably because I haven't eaten yet today.  The only thing that sucksabout that is my parents will notice if I don't eat all day and then they will make me eat dinner and then make me stay upstairs with them so I don't have a chance to purge if I feel like it.  Well I guess a good part in this all is that I still haven't cut.  It has been a long time since I last cut.