Good Day

Today went really well at work I was able to not let my mind wonder. When I got home my H greeted me with love, hugs and kiss~perfect:) But there is a problem with him and my 16 year old son. My son has bad anger towards my H for what he did. Also my poor son seen the videos of my H and the other woman. He don't understand why I am acting like I am. By wanting to be with my H after he did this to me and the whole family. I never imagined it would bother him so badly. He even told me today that the football coach said he had two spare bedrooms and Nat could stay in one. This broke my heart. First of all what is he telling other people at school that they would offer him a  place to stay and how bad does that make me look. I knew people would judge because I what to try and work it out with my H. It makes me feel like a failure as a mom because I dont want to loose my H. Then all the arguing that son and hubby are doing makes this all that much more difficult. I am tired of being the mediator...Trying to smooth everything over...I am worn out from all the drama. Going to sleep good night friends:)