I kind of re-read some of the entries ive written and feel embarassed at the sheer self-obsession of some of them. I suppose theyre a faithful record of how Ive felt at a particular point in time. Theyre a cry for help I suppose. But they show a lack of perspective.  A lots happened since I last wrote. Lecturing, tutoring students etc.  Then last week my four and a half year relationship ended. And tomorrow Ill be going home. Hopefully for  long time. And at home I hope to sort myself out.