A little better today, though the lethargy persists. Just wish I could regain some of the creativity that used to come so effortlessly. Feels as if Im constantly battling to accomplish simple tasks.  In fact poor concentration and  difficulty comprehending simple things - sometimes even just following converesations - has been a source of worry to me over the last few years. Its probably just the depression but there have been times when Ive wondered if its something worse. People will tell me a joke and I wont get it. Ill be watching a play or a film at the cinema and 20 minutes later Ive completely 'lost the plot' as it were. And all these things seem to contribute to plumetting self-esteem, feeling isolated, dumb, stupid, and perhaps worst of all, a FRAUD.