I don't have that much to say right now, only to say what's been going on. two weeks ago I couldn't take anymore and took a nice dose of diazapam and washed them down with vodka. I always thought one would feel upset and be crying when trying something like this but I felt nothing and so empty.
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I really don\'t know what to say right now, but felt like I should say something.
I know what you mean by \'so empty\'... I run from the numbness only to find emptiness...
I\'m glad this Journal entry was Dec. 14, as if it was more recent, I really wouldn\'t know what to say.
Problem with me is when I feel like this, nothing no one says really means a whole lot... just a buncha words...
So I\'m sending you a buncha words just to letcha know that someone has read your journal entry & it really touched her. I know we don\'t know each other, but from what I\'ve read about your kids and your ex, it just somehow drew me to you.
I wish you the best in life...
CJ