morning broke and it was still with me, the big bad wolf pain............i struggled to sleep and sleep mercifully pulled me back under.
Grace I think that the barometric pressure has brought me to my knees. the temperature has dropped by a big margin, the skies are overcast and i can feel and smell rain in the air. sometimes i don't know what to think. i don't.......
maybe i am allergic to me, sometimes this just seems like common sense. if we would all just agree to move out of our original bodies and then try thinking and functioning in another body it might, just might have a happy ending. someday something sci fi just could be our winning reality.
i dreamt that i walked through a door and sat down at a long bar. there was a big sign overhead, it said, "Purgatory, Sunshine and Lotto Tickets Sold" in bright bold neon. (think Sinatra generation)
the bar was glossy magogany.......saw someone's fingertips shove a newspaper my way and it slid to a stop right in front of me........it was my obituary. it was my hair and face almost......i had four blue eyes. not four eyes as in 2 eyes with eye glasses......no. i had one, two, three, four blue eyes floating in the correct amount of space in some kind of 3 d deal so it fit, but it was weird.......i know, dreams right?
the funny thing is that it didn't seem to bother me that i was in a bar called purgatory, sunshine and lotto tickets........no biggie, nor that I was dead..........what bothered me is that this is the picture that my kids gave the local paper. then it hit me that even dreamy dead my first thoughts were vain thoughts, concerned about the stupid picture.......how will i ever change if my dreams are still so dumb?
my pupils are doing that weird squeezy thing. the fed ex man brought my new sim card, that's what woke me up....the ding dong.....maybe tomorrow my head will be ready to take on Pedro the Manager. even though my brain hurts i feel calmer...........a good sign, your prayers are working.............your kindness is helping.........God Bless ya'll.........thank you. i put medicine on the crazy skin rashes and it is so cooling..........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, some tools are so wondrous.
take it easy and go slow out there.......glide as much as you can.
wish you could see all the little yellow dots of dandelions on my big back yard this morning.........pretty.
Grace I think that the barometric pressure has brought me to my knees. the temperature has dropped by a big margin, the skies are overcast and i can feel and smell rain in the air. sometimes i don't know what to think. i don't.......
maybe i am allergic to me, sometimes this just seems like common sense. if we would all just agree to move out of our original bodies and then try thinking and functioning in another body it might, just might have a happy ending. someday something sci fi just could be our winning reality.
i dreamt that i walked through a door and sat down at a long bar. there was a big sign overhead, it said, "Purgatory, Sunshine and Lotto Tickets Sold" in bright bold neon. (think Sinatra generation)
the bar was glossy magogany.......saw someone's fingertips shove a newspaper my way and it slid to a stop right in front of me........it was my obituary. it was my hair and face almost......i had four blue eyes. not four eyes as in 2 eyes with eye glasses......no. i had one, two, three, four blue eyes floating in the correct amount of space in some kind of 3 d deal so it fit, but it was weird.......i know, dreams right?
the funny thing is that it didn't seem to bother me that i was in a bar called purgatory, sunshine and lotto tickets........no biggie, nor that I was dead..........what bothered me is that this is the picture that my kids gave the local paper. then it hit me that even dreamy dead my first thoughts were vain thoughts, concerned about the stupid picture.......how will i ever change if my dreams are still so dumb?
my pupils are doing that weird squeezy thing. the fed ex man brought my new sim card, that's what woke me up....the ding dong.....maybe tomorrow my head will be ready to take on Pedro the Manager. even though my brain hurts i feel calmer...........a good sign, your prayers are working.............your kindness is helping.........God Bless ya'll.........thank you. i put medicine on the crazy skin rashes and it is so cooling..........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, some tools are so wondrous.
take it easy and go slow out there.......glide as much as you can.
wish you could see all the little yellow dots of dandelions on my big back yard this morning.........pretty.
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Pain is awful. Bless you.
Some more dream & what a place to visit. Heard of women having eyes in the back of their heads but all 4 in front - now that is a 1st for me.
Hope the pain subsides - Pedro is nice & the rain is not too bad.
Dang and I thought I had weird dreams. You beat me this week. I love the smell of rain but the dandelions have to go, sorry. I have a lot of unfriendly weeds, like burdock, nettles, hunters pickers, michigan cactus, poisin ivy, poison sumac, poke salad (sp), may flowers. I had a grip on all of it but it just took over when I wasn\'t looking. Now I have to start all over again. Dandelions are friendly but not my favorite weed. Good thing we don\'t have allergies because there is also ragweed now. I love summer. LOL Naomi xo
Definately a change in weather and barometric pressure has an effect, it does on animals... why not us?
Bad pain, bad! Leave my friend alone :(
I am thinking of you. I hope today is a better day!
hug hug
Aw, so sorry. Pain is exhausting. I truly hope it passes with the weather! You have the most interesting dreams. mine are always so very practical, like getting to an appointment on time, trying to find my purse. boring!
speaking of lotto tickets ...
yesterday when I went to my first PT appt, there were lots of cop cars around. I was told that just minutes before, there had been a burglary at gunpoint, just 3 doors down, at 3:30 pm at a place where they only sold lotto tickets.
this does not help my attitude about therapy lol.
hope you are feeling better and have won the battle of Pedro.
Prayers for peace and comfort for you today.
Praying for you this day as I do every day Sparrow!! I know pain is it\'s own special demon! We so need to keep praying for relief! Pray relentlessly......God needs to hear you...I\'ve been keeping Him pretty busy lately!! LOL....but I do keep asking Him for direction, for relief, for comfort....for love and understanding. He is a wonderful God, He hears all our prayers and has plans for all of His children. Wish pain didn\'t exist! But then, we wouldn\'t be able to be molded into Christ-likeness.....and that is what we are to do here on this earth.
You beat all my dreams with THAT wierd one!! LOL...four blue eyes. Blue is my favorite color....but I don\'t want to dream about lottery tickets and Purgatory and sunshine! Um...goodness, what was in your evening tea???
You rest today. I think there\'s another journal for today. Goin huntin now.
Bye bye for now, birdie!