Lost
Dear journal,
Today is an odd day for me. I feel so lost and confused. Everything I have worked really hard for seems to be going down the drain. Since me and Tedric been married it seems like he wants to change the very person I am. I was so happy before but now its like he strives so hard to please his friends, that he can't see i'm miserable. He's so selfish and it has gotten to the point were I really hate being around him. So now I just go in the room when he comes home and spend my days trying to just seperate from him. My loneliness is getting better since I have been doing this.
Today is an odd day for me. I feel so lost and confused. Everything I have worked really hard for seems to be going down the drain. Since me and Tedric been married it seems like he wants to change the very person I am. I was so happy before but now its like he strives so hard to please his friends, that he can't see i'm miserable. He's so selfish and it has gotten to the point were I really hate being around him. So now I just go in the room when he comes home and spend my days trying to just seperate from him. My loneliness is getting better since I have been doing this.
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Dear journal. I feel like such a failure. No one seems to love me. I try so hard to do what is rt and get the crappy and of the stick all the time. I don\'t seem to deserve anything good in life. I ask y God has forsaken me.