A better Day

Dear Journal,
Maybe it's because i'm on my high today and everything seems good, I don't know but things seem to be looking up. There are things that are going wrong in my life ( like me going to jail next month if I do not come up with my fine money) but it does not seem to phase me as much as before. I feel that all the steps I have taken is contributing to my happy state. I do not let the things Travis do bother me anymore, none of his lies or decietfull ways and my parents behavior I have even began to ignore. I think I have found an online job so that I may be able to care for my childern and bring in a steady income. Also I am making arraignments now to get under a health care provider. My bipolar still effects me but it no longer consumes me. I am finding ways of dealing with it better even though I do not have my medicine. This week I have been in the yard cleaning and rearranging furniture during my down state and even last night I went out with my sister-in-law. I may not have a good support group in my life but God has said He would never leave me nor forsake me so I am holding Him to that.