DS

I'm glad I found these boards, relieves some of the boredom, but it does "trigger" my envy - a problem I struggle with anyway. I read over and over about people who have spouses. Friends. Access to doctors. Quick access no less. They have people in their lives who care and take care of them. Many don't have to work. It's so hard to be sympathetic, I don't feel sympathy for their struggles, even though we have the same illness. I don't have the care from a spouse or access to a doctor. If I miss work I'll be homeless literally on the sidewalk in under a month. And people on the boards ask - "How's your support system"? My WHAT? Makes it hard for me to read these boards without feeling sad and angry at the same time.