WELL, NEWS BREAK, IT IS STILL RAINING, 22 DAYS AND COUNTING. IT IS SUPPOSE TO KEEP UP FOR TODAY AND TOMORROW. THERE IS HOPE OF CLEAR SKIES FOR WED. AND THURS. THEN BACK TO RAIN. I AM GOING OUT OF MY FREAKING MIND!!! I WANT TO GET OUT AND GARDEN BUT NOT ONLY IS IT WET BUT COLD AS WELL. TO ME THAT IS JUST NO FUN. SO I WILL WAIT TIL THE SUNSHINES. WHEN THE SUN COMES OUT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO HEAR THINGS GROWING!!
SOME DEPRESSION THE LAST FEW DAYS...JUST STUFF ON MY MIND. I AM STILL NOT IN TOUCH WITH MY DAUGHTER. IT HAS BEEN SINCE THE THIRD WEEK OF FEBRUARY. I STILL FIND IT REALLY HARD AT TIMES ESPECIALLY WHEN I SEE HER POSTS ON FACEBOOK AND I KNOW SHE IS STRUGGLING. BUT I MUST BE STRONG AND NOT GIVE IN OTHERWISE ALL I HAVE DONE WILL BE FOR NOTHING. ALSO TRYING TO GET THE TAX MAN PAID HIS POUND OF FLESH...$8000.00. CRAP, THEY GOUGE YOU RIGHT TO DEATH. I AM IN ONE OF MY MOODS WHERE I AM OBSESSING ABOUT THE EXTRA WEIGHT I AM CARRYING AROUND. THAT REALLY DEPRESSES ME. I AM DIETING BUT I FALL OFF THE WAGON OCCASIONALLY. I AM ALSO A STRESS EATER. WELL, I'LL KEEP TRYING!!
EVERYONE SEND SOME OF YOUR SUNSHINE MY WAY...PLEASE!!!!!
DEBBIE
SOME DEPRESSION THE LAST FEW DAYS...JUST STUFF ON MY MIND. I AM STILL NOT IN TOUCH WITH MY DAUGHTER. IT HAS BEEN SINCE THE THIRD WEEK OF FEBRUARY. I STILL FIND IT REALLY HARD AT TIMES ESPECIALLY WHEN I SEE HER POSTS ON FACEBOOK AND I KNOW SHE IS STRUGGLING. BUT I MUST BE STRONG AND NOT GIVE IN OTHERWISE ALL I HAVE DONE WILL BE FOR NOTHING. ALSO TRYING TO GET THE TAX MAN PAID HIS POUND OF FLESH...$8000.00. CRAP, THEY GOUGE YOU RIGHT TO DEATH. I AM IN ONE OF MY MOODS WHERE I AM OBSESSING ABOUT THE EXTRA WEIGHT I AM CARRYING AROUND. THAT REALLY DEPRESSES ME. I AM DIETING BUT I FALL OFF THE WAGON OCCASIONALLY. I AM ALSO A STRESS EATER. WELL, I'LL KEEP TRYING!!
EVERYONE SEND SOME OF YOUR SUNSHINE MY WAY...PLEASE!!!!!
DEBBIE
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