No one is perfect… that’s why pencils have erasers
WELL, I HAVE MAED IT THROUGH THE WEEK WITHOUT HAVING A TOTAL MELTDOWN OR KILLING ANYONE. THIS IS QUITE AN ACCOMPLISHMENT!! WENT TO THE PDOC ON TUESDAY AND HE UPPED TWO OF MY MEDS TEMPORARILY UNTIL MY SLEEP PATTERNS RECTIFY THEMSELVES AND MY PANIC ATTACKS ARE UNDER CONTROL. I HAVE BEEN GETTING MORE SLEEP AND I HAVE DECRESED MY PANIC BY ABOUT 20%. I STILL HAVE MOMENTS WWHEN I FEEL PARALIZED BY THE PANIC BUT I AM HAVING SOME GOOD TALKS WITH GOD TO TAKE THEM AWAY.
I HAVE NOT HEARD OR SEEN MY DAUGHTER FOR ALMOST 2 WEEKS, THIS IS FOR THE BEST. I THINK THAT THIS WILL HAVE TO BE THE STAUTS QUO FOR QUITE AWHILE. I HAVE TO STOP HER FROM UPSETING MY LIFE AND THE SEPARATION IS THE ONLY WAY TO DO IT. IT SADDENS ME BUT I MUST ACCEPT THAT WHICH I CANNOT CHANGE!!
TONIGHT WE ARE HABING A GALS NIGHT AT MY GIRLFRIEND'S PLACE, THE ONE THAT DOES MY NAILS. WE WERE PLANNING ON ANYWAY BUT IT ALSO JUST HAPPENS TO BE NATALIE'S BIRTHDAY ON SUNDAY ( SHE IS MY BEST PAL BUT ALSO GOOD FRIENDS WITH MY NAIL GAL). WE HAVE A FEW OTHERS THAT MAY SHOW UP. WE ARE GOING TO HAVE LOTS OF YUMMY MINCHIES AND I MADE A DESSERRT CALLED DEATH BY CHOCOLATE!! WHAT A WAY TO GO!!!! LOL!! WOULDN'T YOU AGREE, NAOMI!!
WELL, TOMORROW IS GOING TO FEEL VERY SPRINGLIKE....50*F AND RAIN. THAT'S OKAY BECAUSE WE NEED TO GET RID OF SOME OF THIS FREAKING SNOW!!
DEBBIE
WELL, I HAVE MAED IT THROUGH THE WEEK WITHOUT HAVING A TOTAL MELTDOWN OR KILLING ANYONE. THIS IS QUITE AN ACCOMPLISHMENT!! WENT TO THE PDOC ON TUESDAY AND HE UPPED TWO OF MY MEDS TEMPORARILY UNTIL MY SLEEP PATTERNS RECTIFY THEMSELVES AND MY PANIC ATTACKS ARE UNDER CONTROL. I HAVE BEEN GETTING MORE SLEEP AND I HAVE DECRESED MY PANIC BY ABOUT 20%. I STILL HAVE MOMENTS WWHEN I FEEL PARALIZED BY THE PANIC BUT I AM HAVING SOME GOOD TALKS WITH GOD TO TAKE THEM AWAY.
I HAVE NOT HEARD OR SEEN MY DAUGHTER FOR ALMOST 2 WEEKS, THIS IS FOR THE BEST. I THINK THAT THIS WILL HAVE TO BE THE STAUTS QUO FOR QUITE AWHILE. I HAVE TO STOP HER FROM UPSETING MY LIFE AND THE SEPARATION IS THE ONLY WAY TO DO IT. IT SADDENS ME BUT I MUST ACCEPT THAT WHICH I CANNOT CHANGE!!
TONIGHT WE ARE HABING A GALS NIGHT AT MY GIRLFRIEND'S PLACE, THE ONE THAT DOES MY NAILS. WE WERE PLANNING ON ANYWAY BUT IT ALSO JUST HAPPENS TO BE NATALIE'S BIRTHDAY ON SUNDAY ( SHE IS MY BEST PAL BUT ALSO GOOD FRIENDS WITH MY NAIL GAL). WE HAVE A FEW OTHERS THAT MAY SHOW UP. WE ARE GOING TO HAVE LOTS OF YUMMY MINCHIES AND I MADE A DESSERRT CALLED DEATH BY CHOCOLATE!! WHAT A WAY TO GO!!!! LOL!! WOULDN'T YOU AGREE, NAOMI!!
WELL, TOMORROW IS GOING TO FEEL VERY SPRINGLIKE....50*F AND RAIN. THAT'S OKAY BECAUSE WE NEED TO GET RID OF SOME OF THIS FREAKING SNOW!!
DEBBIE
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I\'ll take 50 degrees and a piece of that cake, death by who??? Holy cow sounds like a coma to me. Of course you always have the alcohol to anesthetize you. Girls night out is a great way to get laughs and forget about everything for a while. Glad you are feeling somewhat better and hope you continue on an upward spiral. Have fun with the girls. Love Naomi xo
i am happy that you are feeling better.. and getting some sleep ..and your panic attacks are less.your girls night sounds like fun.. i hope you enjoy yourself.. hugs .love marie
Well, toots, I certainly know how you feel where your daughter is concerned. Since I booted Michael out almost two weeks ago, I have felt serious emotional relief. I love him dearly and I have seen and talked to him. But, I keep it brief and I dont ask too many questions or it makes me immediately involved with his life again. Ugh!!!
Hang in there you know things will eventually balance out. You are a good egg, lol.......have a great time with friends tonight you deserve it.
Oh, and, it was in the 50\'s here this morning. I went to work without a coat but the temps are falling fast and we have had lots of rain. Lets hope it doesnt freeze......xo