"The baby rises to its feet, takes a step, is overcome with triumph and joy - and falls flat on its face. It is a pattern for all that is to come! But learn from the bewildered baby. Lurch to your feet again. You'll make the sofa in the end."   
SOUNDS LIKE US BP'ERS!!!
WE HAVE ANOTHER GORGEOUS DAY. WE HAVE HAD SUCH A LOVELY SUMMER. WE DESERVE IT AFTER 2 LOUSY ONES!! YESTERDAY WAS JUST THE RIGHT TEMP, NO HUMIDITY AND A NICE, LITTLE BREEZE. I SAT OUT ON THE DECK AND READ FOR SEVERAL HOURS. THE PUPPIES KEPT ME COMPANY. I WAS SO....RELAXED. I NEEDED A DAY WHERE I DID VIRTUALLY NOTHING BUT REST. I DID NOT SLEEP WELL THE NIGHT BEFORE AND HAD BEEN SUFFERING FROM DIZZINESS AGAIN AND SO THAT UPSET MY TUMMY. I THINK IT IS MY BLOOD PRESSURE CAUSING THIS. THE DOC SAID IT WAS STILL UP HIGHER THAN HE LIKED. HE INCREASED MY "WATER PILL", REAL NAME IS WAY TOO LONG. I WAS ON 0.5MG/DAY AND NOW I WILL BE ON 25.OMG/DAY. THAT 50 TIMES THE AMOUNT. HAVEN'T STARTED IT YET.
HAVE TO GO GROCERY SHOPPING LATER....JUST BEAT ME WITH A STICK!! I DETEST GETTING A FULL ORDER, THE PEOPLE, THE LIFTING, LUGGING, PUTTING AWAY...YUCK!!!!!! JUST FOR FUN I WENT TO MY ON LINE ACCOUNT WHERE I PAY ALL MY BILLS AND CALLED UP THE LAST 31 DAYS. I THEN WROTE DOWN THE AMOUNTS WE SPENT ON GROCERIES AND FOOD FROM EVEN TAKE OUT OR EATING OUT ( WE USUSLLY ONLY EAT OUT ONCE A WEEK). WELL, I ALMOST HAD A CORONARY. THE AMOUNT WAS ALMOST $1200/MONTH!!!! I AM GOING TO TRACK THIS FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS. THIS IS AN ABSURD AMOUNT FOR ONLY 2 PEOPLE. I KNOW WE EAT WELL AND LOTS OF FRESH FRUIT AND VEGGIES WHICH ARE PRICEY BUT GIVE ME A BREAK!! WHAT DO FAMILIES DO WITH 2 AND 3 KIDS!!??
THINK I WILL DO A LITTLE WEEDING TODAY JUST TO KEEP AHEAD OF THEM, NOT THAT YOU EVER REALLY DO! I ALSO HAVE TO CLEAN MY FRONT WINDOW AS SOME IDIOT THREW AN EGG AT IT. NOW THAT WILL BE FUN TO CLEAN. PISS ME OFF, THESE KIDS HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO BUT VANDALISM. WHERE THE HELL ARE THEIR PARENTS AND WHY ARE THEY OUT SO LATE!?
WELL, BEST GET DRESSED AND START THE DAY NOW THAT I HAVE FINISHED MY JOURNAL.
HOPE YOU DAY IS FILLED WITH SUNSHINE. DEBBIE

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Hydrochlorothiazide?
I\'m glad to hear you had an R & R day but sorry you didn\'t sleep well and have been dizzy. The full moon was waxing and I swear at least one day just before it I can\'t sleep. The shrink thinks I\'m crazy (oops - I am - lol) but it helpss.
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These beautiful days are what winter daydreams are made of. I was floating in the lake soaking up the sun thinking I would remember this moment forever or at least through the winter. How can things change so much in such a short timr. I am already dreading it but trying hard not to think about it....Window egg, single edge razor like the one you use for paint on the windows, sure I am to late for that one. NJ xo