This is at 5:30 Xmas morning, Left is Spike, then me and finally the little guy Moe. This will be short as I have to take the boys to school in a few minutes and the rest of the day is jam packed with stuff to do. I don’t know when I found the time to do it all when I taught full time. I guess that is what brought me to a grinding halt 3 years ago. I DID DO IT ALL!!!! So you can’t burn the candle at both ends when you are bi polar not for very long at least. Have a pdoc appointment at 5:00 tonight. It will be the typical 15 minute in and out. He does not do much in the way of counselling because I have a fulltime counsellor there and they communicate about me. Actually, I cancelled m counsellor appointment yesterday. This is so.... rare for me. But do you know what I mean when I say I just did not want to rehash the same old stuff and the sameold techniques. I am totally a self-help, self-healing, take responsibility for my illness kind of person but yesterday I just wasn’t up to it. Rescheduled for Jan 12 and I have homework. The same homework stuff I have been doing for years without any change. This gets long in the tooth after awhile. Okay, enough whining and bitching.Anyway, I will try to get to your journals later today. If I don’t please, forgive me.Have a good one. Debbie
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You look good in that picture and it\'a 5:30am!! Nobody would be allowed to take a pic of me that early!! lol
Sometimes it gets to be a pain talking to Dr\'s and you just need a break from it. It\'s good that you take your illness serious and look after yourself. I do the same thing but sometimes my body just won\'t co-operate! LOL
Have a good one!
hugs Cathy
5:30 a.m. I am just going to bed, well close. The boys go to school on x-mas. Know what you mean about the pdoc...How are you, here is your script. I have been seeing my therapist for 14 years and now and then I skip too for the same reasons. I do still get a lot from though. She can just say one line and it sets me straight. Glad you are back up to par, now you will be a.....shall I say manic...without offending you, cause that is what I am. Nothing but a yo-yo. Got all of x-mas gone, how about you? xo
God you should see me at 5:30 a.m., or maybe not:>)
I\'m glad the holidays are over and the new year begun, now if we could just get through the rest of this winter stuff I\'ll be happy. xxoo, Georgia
5:30 am...mad rush to get everything cleaned up at work before the store opens...sleeping farthest thing from my mind! im glad that your feeling better and taking responsiblility for your health...ive been slacking off myself and it rather shows in my writing journal. gotta get back in touch with my doc but dread to do it! hope that your feeling good continues...take care and be well!