This is at 5:30 Xmas morning, Left is Spike, then me and finally the little guy Moe. This will be short as I have to take the boys to school in a few minutes and the rest of the day is jam packed with stuff to do. I don’t know when I found the time to do it all when I taught full time. I guess that is what brought me to a grinding halt 3 years ago. I DID DO IT ALL!!!! So you can’t burn the candle at both ends when you are bi polar not for very long at least. Have a pdoc appointment at 5:00 tonight. It will be the typical 15 minute in and out. He does not do much in the way of counselling because I have a fulltime counsellor there and they communicate about me. Actually, I cancelled m counsellor appointment yesterday. This is so.... rare for me. But do you know what I mean when I say I just did not want to rehash the same old stuff and the sameold techniques. I am totally a self-help, self-healing, take responsibility for my illness kind of person but yesterday I just wasn’t up to it. Rescheduled for Jan 12 and I have homework. The same homework stuff I have been doing for years without any change. This gets long in the tooth after awhile. Okay, enough whining and bitching.Anyway, I will try to get to your journals later today. If I don’t please, forgive me.Have a good one. Debbie