I am so..... happy with my hottub, I have put up about 7 pics on my photo page, have a look. My bragging room!!!
I apologize for my absence on the site. I have been rather down the last few days, not motivated to do anything just stay in bed or lazy around, near tears a lot of the time. 
I did manage to get to Women's Group on Tuesday but I was very quiet and did not really want to be there but I did it!! My girl friend and I then went out for coffee. We brought the coffee to my place so she could see the hottub. She loved it. I feel bad for her because she is in a very bad place right now. She does not have a pdoc and her doc thinks that she will be ready to go back to work on Nov 5!!!
How in the hell can he know she will be ready to go back at this time. What did he do just picked a number at random??? What a jerk!! She is even more depressed because she knows that she will not be ready. There is not much I can do for her except listen to her and offer some encouragement. If my pdoc said this to me I'd have a total meltdown right in his office!!
Anyway, I've been thinking about all of you and feel bad about not responding to your journals but they just got way ahead of me. SORRY!! I will try to keep up everyday. But as you all know somedays it's just not possible.
I wish you all well, Debbie
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Hi Debbie, As you already know, I loved your pictures of the hot tub. Some Dr\'s are nuts, after they get their degree it\'s almost like they think they are so much better than us and so smart that they think they know our body\'s better than we do. I don\'t like Dr\'s like that. Good for you for being there for your friend, she\'s blessed to have you in her life.
I hope you enjoy your day, hugs Cathy
Will look at the pics after I write this, your poor friend....I can\'t imagine. How is she supposed to get better just like that? Has she tried referring herself to mental health? She could possibly talk to the intake worker....worth a try? Sorry you were feeling down, happy that you are feeling better now. Our lives and moods are like yo-yos. It\'s very frustrating cause we never know what frame of mind we\'ll wake up to. If we had the choice we sure wouldn\'t pick down! Blessings. Off to your hot tub now. lol
Hot tub is awesome....wanted to jump right in. What is the colour called on the wall. It\'s really nice. Blessings and enjoy!!!!
Jealous again, but really happy for you. Even feeling bad, a nice soak is uplifting. Boy I remember when I was where your friend is. In one respect I am so lucky to a great pdoc but in another it ticks me off how many I had to go though to get a good one. I would say that 7-8 out of 10 are not any good. She should forget her Dr. and get a pdoc on her own, tell her to do some research. Boy I feel bad for her. My pdoc is at my beckon call. If I call him he calls back within a hour. He called today, he got my blood work back, my Lithium level is to low which he thought because I had told him of all the work I had done. It was not energy, it was hypo-mania. Darn and i thought I was just trying to get fall work done, you would think I would know by now. Enjoy your tub, it looks really good and tempting. Hugs to you and your friend...Naomi
I am sorry you were feeling poorly Debbie. Know that you were in my heart and prayers. I will pray for your friend too, I know she must be frazzled about going back to work. Hugs, Shelly
It\'s good that you went to women\'s grp, cuz then ya got to be there for your friend. Sometimes for me, it helps me to be there to just listen to soomeone else. Gets me out of my head for a little while.
GF you have such a talent for interier decorating. I\'m so glad to get to see these pics. I made a comment on one about the wine, te,he,he.
^*^ SG