smiley-cry.gifJust about finished the journal entery and something happened and it was gone. I can't write it all again. I will give you a very short version!!! I was down in the dumps so was not online for a few days. then by thurs. started to feel pretty good, not great but better. Then on Fri. night at 12:45 am my daughter called and left a message that things had gone to hell in Halifax where she lives and for me to come and get her the next day. I could not call her back because her cell is broked and her bastard of a boyfriend and taken his away from her and locked her out of the computer. This whole thing revolves around Him!!! So here i am, can't get in touch with her to tell her when I'll be there to get her or to get the address, only been there once before. I detest dreiving in the city at the best of times but when I'm stressed it's definetely not good but I had to go. It's a 22 and 1/2 hour drive. All the way thereI was planning on the easiest way into the city to where I needed to be with the least amount of traffic. Then only benefit I had was that I had lived in the city for ayear and a half. So I accomplished that. Now to try and find her apartment on the street. I have a good sense of direction, Thank God, and I found it right away. she was pretty much ready to go. So she was almost hysterical and sobbing her heart out, it devastates me to see her like that. i still did not know what had happened. she told me that her b friend had come home with this 18 year old girl he had met on line and he is 26. He took her up to his room with my daughter sitting right there. And that is where they stayed all night doing who knows what. My daughter was crushed,no wonder. Anyway she is home, she has gone out with her friens, she has lots of them here and they have let her vent and cry on their shoulder. She is going to move in with a good female friend and now is looking for a job. That the real downside she had a really good job in the city. But she needs to be home right now. Sooooo.... needless to say I'm stressed to the max again, trying to put on the strong, brave mommy face but it's hard. Well , I'm glad I wasn't going to tell you the long version. I'llclose before I loose this again. thx for your support, Be well, Debbie