Ever want to sleep but can't get comfortable enough to sleep.  No matter how much I try, sleep has been elusive this past week.  I'm averaging 4 hours a night.  I feel exhausted, drained and worn.   None of my sleep cds are working or my white noise makers.   I can't stop yawning either.  I've even tried to take advil hoping that would kill enough pain to let me sleep.  And the bad part, I don't really feel like I'm hurting, just can't get comfortable.  I've even tried the old prescription of lunesta I have.  Didn't work.  Tried warm milk (ok, so it was hot chocolate), hot bath...  the only interesting thing is I realize I am shrinking.  I have officially lost 105 lbs since Oct 2007.  Still got a ways to go but clothing is falling off, the bath tub and car appear bigger and I can sit in a booth at a resturant.  It does give me hope I can get my physical health back.  Now, if I can only figure out how to get sleep.