Gah!

Is it possible to feel both hypomania and depression at the same time?!?!  Right now, I'm having symptoms of both.  I'm hearing voices and noises behind me but I know nothing is there.  I feel so depressed that I wanna curl up in bed and not wake up, but I also feel like I wanna get out of this house and be anywhere else right now.  Sometimes the voices scare me... well, tonight they are.   Heart is racing.  Major panic attack going on.   The cats are looking at me strangely.   Well, one of them is.. the other is curled up asleep.  There is a tingling in my body.   My ears were ringing badly earlier.  My heart is beating so fast it seems my eyes are feeling the pulse.  I don't want my eyes to pop out of my head.   Hard to type with my eyes close so I'm letting them take turns which one is open.   Something is wrong somewhere.  I feel it.   Head is pounding too.