Update

Just an update on how I'm doing, I haven't hit in a few weeks, since the end of December, I haven't cut since August 22, and I've been following a healthier eating plan since the first of the year.  I'm not eating too much or too little, so in general I feel better about it all.
Still get hit with depression constantly.  I figure the holidays are tough for everyone, so who am I to complain.  New school year has started, last one didn't end how I wanted it to.  Straight A's but one B in the class that the professor saw a lot of potential in me and was going to put my name in for some internships.  I felt so depressed and unmotivated during the time I had set aside for studying for that final that I didn't study and didn't bother to answer the essays thoroughly.  Didn't think I could show my face in front of him this semester, but I've got him for a class and he brought up starting an independent study on some research I have been interested in so maybe it won't be so bad.
I gotta get ready for class, so that's it for this journal entry, hopefully I can start writing in this everyday for a while, it seems to make me feel better.